16 kisses

A needle prick for every lie.

54 hours.

Leave me out with the waste 
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you

It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright? Yeah..
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright? Yeah..
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it? 

Birthday girl

By unknown

Let's destroy each other. 

'Cause we're too cool for love lines, 

Soft kisses over cheap wine. 

Smoke me baby like your last cigarette.

Whisper to me, say you'll never forget. 

Could you break my heart a little more? 

Shove my body up against yours & kiss me like you mean it? 

Anything worth a taste burns as it goes down. 

Could you tell me I'm so Audrey Hepburn when my hair falls to the side? 

And say "Girl, I'm not here to love you tender, I'm just here for the ride."

Let's blind ourselves by love and be deaf to all who say it's fatal. 

It's not that we don't know, it's just that we don't care.

And I wrote this on Dec 19 2006:

Take me in your arms
And kiss me like the movies
And whisper forever in my ears

Lets make plans for the future
And none for today

Pick me up and kiss me against a wall
And light my cigarettes

Let's do shots of something hard
And take care of each other
When we can't get off the floor

Can we fight over the check one more time?
Or who is going to open the door first?

Let's forget what they say
About it being toe early
For love
And stare into each others eyes
For just one more moment

Let's kiss away the agony
And the afflictions of life
And swim in sheets of passion
Until the sun comes up

Let's fall asleep in each others arms
And wake up in the afternoon
Let's take walks on the beach
And dedicate songs to one another

Let's forget the past, because really,
Was there anyone before us?

Let's find out what it truly means
To make love
And let me find out what it means
To cry from happiness

Let's risk everything
Our sanity, emotions, and especially our 

Hearts
(Because when you love someone
They become your heart)
So yes!
Let's risk our very hearts
Being torn from our chests
And the pain that would bring
For the small hope
That takes up everything in our minds
That this will last

Forever

I'll be fixing it up later, I think. The anonymous poem inspires me, as it always has. 

Also, happy birthday to me! :)

Here we go again

I kind of want to be more than friends. 





Oh, oh

What are you waiting for?













Take a bite of my heart tonight. 









I want some more.

Early Morning (Written December 14th, 2005)

Early Morning

I am smeared Urban Decay

Lines in your bedpost

And a half burned cigarette, stained red.

I am chapped lips

A hollowed hallelujah

And your burnt thanksgiving dinner.
(I am close to trusting, but self-destructing
From the inside, out in this
Early morning.)
I am a torn silk scarf
Or a crumpled tissue
And a little girl hiding under my piling perfumes.
I am a water stained book
With pages torn out
Pages never read
And pages too shameful to write.
I am uneven stilettos
A box in the attic
And a sweater returned after Christmas.
I am a body without a name
A bell never chimed
and a chipped french manicure.
I am a condemned sinner
Who laughs at hope
And hopes for sainthood.
I am a letter never read
And a rose thrown away
Bleeding crimson on your white carpet.
I am the girl you don't name
The relative you never mention
And a perfectionist trapped horribly flawed.
I am loathed by little
And longing for the love
That I am too ashamed to ask for.
(Desperate for you to look
And terrified you will see
What I am undressing.)

by me

You and I by Ju

You are
delicious
And I am
greedy.
You are
generous
And I am
needy.
You are
experienced
And I am
learning.
You are
flammable
And I am
burning.

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Saying goodbye to you.

No matter what anger there is, there are amazing memories. 

And saying goodbye to what I thought was. 

He tastes like you, only sweeter.

I know we're separated, but I felt guilty for laying in his arms. I had a twinge of "This isn't right.."After he was made me orgasm for the second time that night.

You've fucked up again, and this time you took something from your child. Or at least, you would have if I didn't sacrifice more. But I did, so you took something from me. Again.

I say we go for some more honesty! Honestly? I faked it with you most of the time. The only times you were ever able to please me were just like when you do anything right. I had to do it for you.

I will not put myself behind you ever again.

When I pick you up from the airport so you can see your child for a couple hours? Understand that smile isn't for you.

That smile will be from the previous night. That night? That's my present to myself. A present of sweat and bodily fluids, moans and every dirty thing I can think of. Someone finally fucking me right.

When you hug me, I hope you can smell him still on my skin. The skin that you will never be allowed to touch with your unfaithful hands, your lying lips.

Goodbye, lover. I do not belong to you any longer.